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The past few days have really been tough ones for me.Seems like there is a new sculptor in town and he has been using my bones to practice on. My first round of chemo I do not remember being this rough, but then again I was pretty doped up all the time.Not a good place to be in when you are a recovering addict of thirteen years.So this round I have opted to do with out all the pain meds.
At this point maybe they should layoff the cancer treatments and start examining my head wow what was I thinking.Really though treatments are tough but the out come is well worth it.I look back at all the years wasted casing after a drug that only abandoned me in the end and disguised my symptoms.who knows maybe they would have found my cancer sooner,but then again maybe in the big scheme of things Iwould have not handled as well as I can today.
I have never been angry about having cancer,the way I look at it I was given 43 years on this earth to see and do all things possible. I have always been thankful in a way that it has happen to me and not a child that has not even had a chance to being their life.
From the begining of setting up this blog page it was done as part of a school assignment but I have a feeling this is going to be therapy for me a kind of cancer journal the good and the bad. So whatever comes,comes you will never know whats going to appear here. Be well all.
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Davora, you sound like a very remarkable woman! First let me say congratulations on being a recovering addict, it takes a very strong person to walk away from something like that. You never know, maybe that was HIS way of getting you prepared for this battle that you're going through now. I wish you all of the luck with these treatments and hope you get well soon.
ReplyDeleteTabitha, I am still learning how to do this Blog page and noticed you have left a comment. i also believe that I was given a wake up call to show that drugs where not the path chosen for me and no I do not regret having cancer nor do I regret the paths that I have gone down my life has gone in a complete circle only to return to the person I was meant to be in the first place.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words, Be well.